When a woman feels used or worthless does it mean we did wrong? When we give everything we have to offer to some we care about and make a mistake, does it make us any less of a friend? I believe the EVERYONE makes a mistake, but in the end does it show what strength we have to over come them. We need to talk about it with the person we have a problem with and try to work it out. Pushing someone out of the problem that they are involved in doesn’t make it any easier for anyone. Or taking the full blame for it ether. If there is an issue that involves both parties, there is a shared fault. Along with someone who knows that they are making all the wrong mistakes but yet blames it on the other or else make them feel bad about the issue even if they didn’t do anything wrong but be there for them.
I feel like I push people out sometimes when I have an issue, but it is only because I know I am fighting something else that is ALL my fault. But when the other person doesn’t listen or understand what they did wrong and wants to “forget” it and move on…..that’s not working things out with them. Its covering a sharp rock that will eat at you and will just explode in the end! Its a disaster waiting to happen. We need to realize that ‘talking’ is the best thing to really move on from an issue and to truthfully forgive. When you say you don’t want to talk about it or nothing is wrong when something really is, its just going to make things worse for the people that are involved.
I am a person that cares to the fullest. I give everything I have of my heart and my time to someone I care about. So if you think that pushing me away or saying that girls that are the same way as me are just like “any” other girl….you are WRONG! We are the type of girls that care about you, so if you make a mistake, WE ARE THERE FOR YOU! You need to realize that we can take you yelling about your problems to us, but not AT us! We are only caring about you and trying to make things better. Don’t push us away, cause in the end…you will only find that “other” girl, That doesn’t care enough to work at the hard times.
I make mistakes. I am a sinner. I ask God everyday to help me get up, and to walk straight. Only does HE truelly know who I am and what I am capable of. I do feel like I can make better choices, but I never try to regret anything that happens to me. The mistakes I make are my stepping stools for walking on a better path. I have very low self-esteem and I don’t think very highly of myself….but when someone really makes me feel like I made the BIGGEST sin, does it truelly knock me down and question myself again. I try hard to be the person my friends say I can be, but when your own friend, that is suppose to love you no mater what, knocks you to your knees and makes you alone feel worthless and trash, does it make it hard for me to get up and walk with my head help high.
One of my family members in my life, that I know cares about me tells me that I care to soon. That i love to quickly. I know that that is my fault. But is that truelly wrong? I commit to someone or something when I feel like it is worth my time, my effort. I don’t want to get hurt, so yes I see where he is coming from with that. But if I care, if i show that person that they really mean a lot to me that I am willing to work hard for em, that I will get that respect back. I have a friend who’s is like me, BIG heart, puts her ‘whole’ self into a relationship that she cares for and wants to make work. She is an amazing woman, and she is very loyal to her friends. But like me, we get pushed away because people don’t see what we truelly do for the. The work and effort we give. In the end, the people who truelly care for you get hurt, and the people who don’t care get in.
I am just blogging this cause there are many issues right now…mine, friends, and just issues that I need to vent about. I am not meaning to get to anyone about this, and if i do….okay. I am in a mood where if this can relate to you, maybe you have some unfinished issues you need to deal with….before it gets worse or better yet….lose someone that you care about. We can’t make everyone happy….but hopefully we can try to help someone out ion a tough situation.
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