Introduction to ME! :-)

Hello everyone! I am just starting this. A lot of my friends have a blog so I thought I would give it a try. I hope to use this to vent and also for some of you, to follow my journey in Alaska! I am 20 years old and I am in my second year of vet tech college at NCTA. I love it here, I get all the hands on experience i need for myself to learn. Of course there are complications here, but what is life without a few bumps in our life's path? I try to live for God....but I always find myself messing up. I have amazing friends, ex boyfriends which cause heart break, and a very supporting family. I love them all. I have been through my hard times as well as my amazing times! Like one of my good friends say, "I need to be happy with the things I can control rather then the ones that are just passing through." I try this, but I seem to fail a lot of the times. I am a very outgoing person. I love to make people laugh. That's just who I am, but I also can be shy and hidden. When something important comes into my life, I get afraid to hold onto it. So I hold onto the things that break me, that at the end of the day, makes me fall to my knees.  I hope to reach out to all my friends, and they have an opinion on here as well.  Think of this as kinda my on-line journal.  :)